Hm, It's been awhile since I've written in here.
(shrugs) Let's see... my heart's ok. Just okay at the moment. What does this mean? If he tells you if he knew that all these things was going to happen in a year, he wouldn't had talked to me. So... I guess, in honesty, He didn't want to be with me... really. Then that means, I'm a burden to him. He's visiting me for the weekend, and says he's only here because of his cousin, so he didn't want to be here. ): That hurted my feelings. I see how it is. I really doubt us now. 1 year & 6 months, it was just all a waste for now.
